Weblog and Worktable for Match Tical of EaestheticS.com a Parnter of EQHosting and an Affiliate of EQNetworks

meh… relationships are complicated. especially those with distance involved. ive been working to create the web empire and all that. still breathing life into EaS and doing paid work on the side all while working that furniture moving dayjob. i still skate atleast 3 or 4 times a week even if its only an hour or two. there is a decent skatepark next to my house so thas niiice. that plus the job is keeping me pretty fit. things come in an out of focus like why im actually here and relationship stuff with my family and others. it all seems like such a big mess when you try to assemble all the pieces of the puzzle but i guess life is like that riight? im not trying to say anything is wrong or bad its just the purpose eludes me. and the idea of not finding one means these 2 years have been one big fat waste. especially if i have nothing to show for it.