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Archive for the ‘Mind’ Category

i know i have been mentioning rich lately but very soon my only focus on the web will be finishing the entire EQHOSTING site! So if you get an update on your iphone from an RSS feed that notifies you of new updates from my worktable [you pay for this by the way.] you will see this and be glad that ive been doin good monica. All of my time as of late is reserved. You read what i wrote right there y0 so dont sweat the technique son. IM JUST BUSY! an it sound slike this rring rring!! and thats just how it goes!

Its been a little harder to find the time to wrap up all the projects with this new thing ive got going but i feel great! Any work ive been doing has been feeling really solid and fresh. Feeling renewed and energized with my mind free to fly around the room. I’ve been wrapping up these loose ends and retouching and finishing sold over-due projects. SOOO HARDDD to get ahold of Rich because he stays up LATE compared to me like im some fucking old man or something. Anyways the flow is good and i have been on a regular training schedule with some goals in mind! Also ive had some support with a few layout issues i had been struggling with. Im almost fully armed for the shop to be fully open again. setting it up has taken a bit longer because ive been riding this incredible wave over the last week or so. Just started with a few Plan-makings & Pipe-dreamings

Some days have passed with no sign. ive been filling the days with work and social time where id rather not spend it. Pretty scenery though and Jetski riding!.

Dave came thru and dropped some knowledge that was much appreciated. his Schmoozing techniques are so handy in a pinch.

Still Forcing an unrealistic workout routine because im scared of the repercussions of a physical comming up in the next week. going to get my pre-test on today hopefully. June 29th is sure on its way here with the quickness and i have so much to save for.

Sometimes the signal can catch a little interference on its way to the recievers… Not completely sure about the outcome yet i just know im in need of some connection + comfort. I was feeling a bit unsure with noone to steady me. Usually another participant isnt required but i guess as of late ive grown a little dependent on other party’s to feel through the issues that are eluding me. So heres to working on the projects that require my attention. A little work to submerge myself in can do some good every once in a while. I really wish i could just Phone up MJ for some introspective but me and her havent been seeing each other or even talking lately. I bring them to the light for you…. its only right.

Life can be so crazy. And i dont mean crazy like that time i tazed myself in the face thinking it was my cellphone. I mean the type of crazy that changes the way light enters your eyeballs. You might have caught a glimpse of that kinda light before. It could be bouncing off of something shiny. Or be blasting out of the eyes of MECHA GODZILLA.

Regardless of how it hits you it has the power to flip shit upside down. To the effect of some sort of government conspiracy. Some CIA alien Binural-Brainwave emitter has pierced the sky and scrambled the brain of your closest ally. This sounds sort of scarey when you say it like that but its made me the happiest NERD in the WORLD. It kind of seemed like nothing in that world was going to change but i guess i wasnt hearing the universe like i should have been. oh well. Now here is a slice directly from the same source. i hope you enjoy it like i do.

ive been recovering from a little illness but hey… shit happens riight? Cracked ribs cant keep me down. well it can for a little while but i digress. anyway ill be back to updating in no time while working on some other paid work and getting back on EQH stuff in a plainer fashion. But thas how the boss likes it so i cant complain.. anyway i got this track ive been wanting to post for Xanavi. Might as well let it drop here since i havent updated in like a month.

So the session today was the first in a while since i had that bad injury on my left side. it didnt cheer me up any. did get a little color though.

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wow i didnt realize the crew was receiving such renown. partially because of a contest being won but if you get to 3:44 u can see the brightness!

It was really nice last night getting down with most of the OG members of the NB. i had been feeling a little weak in the team work department but everyone fell back into position as if the we had never left. I suppose i had forgotten my ability to lead and be strong for myself and others. Seeing the roster list always gives me an ego boost. go over to narcoticbrotherhood.com if you think you would like to be apart of the team. but remember that this list is filled with people who can handle theirs.

ive had a great deal of things going on in my life an especially my mind. Forgive me from being a little distracted when it comes to updating the worklog. sometimes it loses priority to actual work.
“Dont talk about it. Be about it.”
Still trying to stick to that like glue but its hard when My mind is everywhere and nowhere.